The long and non-winding Ludlum road takes me back …

My indigo colorblindness

About a year ago I discovered that I did not have the cognitive-perceptual handicap I always thought I’d had.

The scene: I’m a fifth-grader at Alexander Montessori School, located at 14850 SW 67th Ave. At the end of a road that is straight, flat, and goes on forever, and I s...

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Physics is still a pain in the ass

Incident I
Occurs at start of track (4 quadrillion years ago).
LOUD SNAP
WAVES OF LIGHT
CHARIOT COMES OUT, TURNS RIGHT AND LEFT
CHERUB COMES OUT
BLOWS HORN, COMES CLOSE
SHATTERING SERIES OF SNAPS
CHERUB FADES BACK (RETREATS)
BLACKNESS DUMPED ON THETAN
L. Ron Hubbard, OT III

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Some stupid seriousness

If God, Godhead, Trinity, Incarnation, Time and Eternity are significant to and central in Christian theology, this work is central to theology.

So, so sad. So very, very sad. Sad—and … just sad. Also: sad.

Something becomes important to a tradition, and ...

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This is what it sounds like when Grima cries

I am not one of those who believes in the separation of Religio and Cultura. A Religio that is not embodied in concrete social practice does not exist, any more than a Significato or a Momentum exists outside the animating and preserving life-world. A mythology that does not infect the...

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Christianity vs Buddhism: the principle version

Postulate 1: Living is good.

Postulate 2: It is good that living is good.


Christianity: It is good that it is good that living is good. Spacetime will configure itself over time to be the best of all possible worlds.

Buddhism: It is natural for living organisms to believe...

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America: Where the capitalists are spoiled, and the workers are morons

It is true that Hillary is a quasi-Republican and on the Pharaoh’s Payroh, but how the hell does this make Trump pro-labor? So, so stupid. This is the scam of our two party system—if it’s Hitler vs Cthulhu, we’re getting Hitler as president.

Apparently, Caucasoid Americans would rather be homeless and wit...

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Litany against Imagination

Imagination (fantasy) spoils and weakens us because it lets us accomplish whatever we want without any effort. Achieving goals in the imagination is easy because the stuff of imagination is so perfectly compliant to our desires. This is why Law of Attraction and similar forms of Magick Tech are so...

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Imagination is the enemy: Vipassana

We have the awful and debilitating ability to imagine our own feelings as images. But don’t do this as part of your Vipassana practice. Vipassana is effective only when its objects are actual sensations, not images. Have the courage to touch your feelings with your awareness directly.

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